Life as a professional triathlete is all about incremental
and compounding gains. Often viewed as millimeters of gain, compounded over
time, these gains are like bricks stacked on top of each other. While small and
insignificant is each lonely brick, together they build the most brilliant and
sturdy structures. I’ve been busy stacking bricks over my career as a professional
triathlete for the past 10 years, and while the bricks of an athlete are never
permanent and you must constantly stack more bricks to replace the ones that
disappear over time, you become more proficient at stacking bricks each year. I
have a huge base (pile) of bricks and the knowledge and experience to quickly
and intelligently stack them. Even the best laid plans can result in one brick
being just a millimeter off and causing the entire stack to come crashing down.
The Dimond on the Rocks in Kona |
Saturday, October 11, 2014 was the Ironman World
Championship and I was entering the race with a full stack of bricks ready to
race. I knew I was fit and had the confidence of winning my last Ironman race,
the North American Championship event, by a large margin of victory. The 8
weeks between events was far from ideal, and with all the crazy things I have
going on in my life, sometimes the far from ideal is a bit too much to
surmount. My workouts the past few weeks were all on target and I was feeling
fresh and ready to go. I made the difficult choice to travel with my employees,
family, and a nanny. Since I have two young children under the age of two,
having a nanny with us was important if I was going to even attempt to have my
children with me. Looking back, I loved having my children there, but it was
probably a bit too much for me. Just as the positive bricks of fitness and
improvement benefit the athlete, the bricks of stress and distraction deter the
athlete. I was a bit too over confident in my ability to deal with the stress
and distractions. On Friday morning before the race, I was bent over my bike
adjusting my rear derailleur when I had a sharp and sudden back spasm causing
me to collapse on the ground. I've dealt with back problems for a very long
time and have two bulging discs in my back. I’m no stranger to this type of
pain or occurrence I was forced to retire from an Ironman in Los Cabos in March
for the same reason, with numbness and tingling down the back of my leg. I know
how to treat the pain, and I work very diligently to make sure my back is
strong and healthy so it never happens at an inopportune time. Having a back
spasm with nerve pain the day before the Ironman World Championship is
definitely an inopportune time. Immediately I was pissed, but then told myself,
I've dealt with this so many times before that I knew just how to deal with it.
I stretched on the floor, the sat with my Compex activating my back for the
next hour. I went for a short 30 min ride and felt awesome, so I had little to
be concerned about. I repeated my Compex session and the stretching at night
and I was ready to go.
Dimond Group Ride in Kona, 19 Dimonds all together |
The morning of the race, I never even thought about my
back. It felt fine, so I had no reason for concern. I went through my normal
morning routine and made sure to stretch my back as normal and felt nothing out
of the ordinary. The swim start was chaotic as usual but I was on Freddie
VanLierde’s feet for a while and felt great. Soon my back started to ache and I
could feel myself not pulling as hard on my right side (where my back was
hurting). I was instantly distracted from the task at hand and found myself
swimming all over the place. Trying not to panic, I told myself to stay calm.
I’m still in a great position and swimming well. Soon there was a fracture in
the main group just ahead of me, but I wasn't even cognizant of the break until
it was too late. I just wasn't paying enough attention. I sat in my little
group of swimmers and it was very easy. Towards the end of the swim, the pace
slowed so much I decided I needed to charge to the front and minimize the loss
to those in the lead and pulled the group to shore. Not ideal, but not the end
of the day. I was still out of the water with a large group of great cyclists.
Signing Cards at the Compex Booth |
I was the first in our group through transition and on my
bike, but immediately my back and glute were a problem. Within the first mile,
I was all of sudden last in the group then dangling off the back. I was trying
to push hard, but just could not muster the power. Seems odd for how low the
power requirements are for an Ironman. My HR was never in a danger zone, but I
just couldn't keep up. I was soon dropped and riding solo. I gradually started
picking off riders who were falling off the pace in front. At the turn around I
was passed by Bart Aernauts and one other guy. I couldn't stay with them. I was
passed by Michi Weiss about mile 88 and stayed close enough to see him all the
way into town (even though he was a ways up the road). My back was causing so
much pain, I was only able to stay in my aerobars for about 10 minutes at a
time before standing up to stretch. Not ideal, but I tried to be smart about my
efforts and make the most of them. I found myself riding on the left side of my
saddle unintentionally trying to produce more power from my good side while
easing off my right side and the nerve pain. I was dreaming of the finish of
the bike so I could start my run and end the nerve pain in my back and leg.
I had the pleasure of sitting next to Richard Melik of Tri 24/7 on the flight to Kona! |
Once off the bike, it was apparent (especially to anyone
watching me run in transition) that I was in a whole lot of pain, but I had a
lot of confidence in my run training and was thinking with a very easy 112 mile
bike ride, I could possibly have one of my best runs ever. The nerve pain was
more severe on the run and sent shooting pain down my right leg with each right
foot strike. I told myself in a few miles I probably wouldn't even notice the
pain so just continue. Much to my dismay the pain just got worse and at the run
turn around I decided to call it quits. I stopped and chatted to my support
crew. Told them I would jog back to transition and turn in my chip. I had a few
miles to debate the decision in my head and walk and ran my way back towards
Ashley. When I got there the decision was made. I was retiring from the race. I
was in enough pain that it hurt to walk and had I been in the lead of the race
or even having a good race, I probably would have pushed on, knowing it would
cause more damage and pain, but having a bad day and causing my body more pain
and possibly more problems by continuing, just doesn't make sense. 8 weeks ago,
I felt invincible and my body felt amazing as I won the North American
Championship.
What a difference 8 weeks can make and one small millimeter
of a difference and my sciatic nerve is impinged, sending shooting pain down
the back of my leg. One millimeter of a shift is all it takes, and as
professional athletes we are always on the verge of pushing that limit just one
millimeter too far and disaster strikes.
Ethan Davidson, COO of Ruster Sports with my son, Theo in Kona! |
I had an amazing time in Kona and there were some great
takeaways including these highlights.
- · Being with my family in Kona
- · Catching up with friends, athletes, and sponsors
- · Two of my best friends since childhood were at the race
- · I was certified by Clean Protocol
- · I had a blast re-enacting an entrance from my favorite movie
- · 21 Dimonds raced in Kona placing us 16th in 2014 Lava Magazine Kona Bike Count
- · Maik Twelsiek led the race while riding a Dimond bike
- · Celebrating another successful season of racing with a finale in Kona
- · Getting to know all 21 athletes who raced a Dimond in Kona
- A special thanks to all my sponsors and supporters for making this all possible!
- TYR Sport and TYR Endurance Sport
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